(In Honor of His Disappearance Day)
Vrndavan, India, December 12th & 13, 1992.
(Tape incorrectly labeled 1993)
19931212_13 SB10_31_15_16 CONT SBSSP DISP DAY WITH SDG TAPE 7 SIDE A.mp3
 Sri Srimad Bhaktivedanta Narayana Gosvami Maharaja

The following is a "raw" transcript of the above-mentioned tape.

Srimad Bhaktisiddhanta Sarasvati Thakura Prabhupada23:50 Prabhupada knew that he would have to go to his master, so he told to his associates, Our Guru-Maharaja was there, Gosvami Maharaja was also there, Kunja Bihari Prabhu was there, you know Kunja Bihari, Bhaktivilas Tirtha Maharaja, and all others were there, and he told that

24:28. I am unhappy that I have come for a mission to give the things Sri Caitanya Mahaprabhu has come to give.

24:46 and he has ordered me to give vipralambha and all other things, gopi-prema, why Sri Caintanya Mahaprabhu has come, to fullfil his all things, but my more time went into cutting jungles of mayavada, sahajiya-vada, sakhi-bheki and all others. Especially, if there is mayavada Jungle, forest, then bhakti seeds will not sprout, so I have cut so many jungles, but yet there are so many jungles in whole world.

25:54 So my most of the time went into purifying all these things.

25:58 So saying his mood became changed and his mouth became reddish, and he told that sloka:

yasyah kadapi vasanancala-khelanottha-
dhanyati-dhanya-pavanena krtartha-mani
yogindra-durgama-gatir madhusudano 'pi
tasya namo 'stu vrsabhanu-bhuvo dise 'pi

And he explained, that how Krsna is obedient to Srimati Radhika.
26:45 You know, there is a sloka “susakam mad mato garvi (???)”
27:06 there is a sloka that:

smara-vilasita-talpe jalpa-lilam analpam
krama-krti-parihinam bibhrati tena sardham
mitha iva parirambharambha-vrttaika-varsma
ksanam api mama radhe netram anandaya tvam

27:24 susakam mad mato garva
susakyo, Krsna is so much obedient to Srimati Radhika. Why Radhika is always full of garva?

27:52 Madhava Maharaja says , "Proud".

Gurudeva: Not proud garva, Understanding? Full of always garva. Because Krsna is her madiyatva tam bhava
Chandravali is mood of tadiya-bhava (I am Krsna's). So Krsna is only controlled by Radhika, because madiyata-bhava is there and she is also svadina-bhatrika, svadina-bhartṛka you know?

28:52 (You have come here, sit, Understanding?) So Krsna is controlled by her. This is of two kinds: maitri and sakhya.

29:15 Sakhya and maitri, this thing. svadina-bhartṛka (is) of two kinds, fisrt madiyata and tadiyata bhava, two parts,

29:44 and again there are two parts, maitri bhava (or) maitri mood, and sakhya mood. Where there is some dhini (??), and dhini is prominent, dhini means prayer, in the mood of prayer, and prominet and (then) svadina-bhartṛka prema is less then it is called maitri bhava.

30:26 And when priti becomes prominent and prayer becomes secondary, then it is called sakhya.

30:40 Also Candravali becomes svadina-bhartṛka but with maitri bhava prominent and Radikha becomes svadina-bhartṛka with sakhya-bhava.

31:24 At that time, she can order Krsna, you know, and Krsna will carry out even if he will have any hint of order.

31:39 Verse - Gandarpita munkunda - that is he will always be ready to carry out ( her order when) any hint if he takes (he reads) from Radhika.

32:09 And for Chandravali, prominent orders she should (has to) tell.

32:11 To show Radhika is most prominent in (amoungst) all gopis, Prabhupada has also been ordered by Caintanya Mahaprabhu, to carry out this order to make Srimati Radikha, in all devotees, that they should know that.

32:30 Radhika is most powerful among all gopis, and to be the dasi of Radhika you will have to be rupanuga, without Rupa-manjari you cannot serve Radhika.

33:12 There are also you know, ah, Subal, Sridham, they are priya-narma sakhas, they are inclined to Srimati Radhika, and they are pleased if Radhika and Krsna meet, but there are also some cowherds, priya-narma sakhas for Chandravali, those who pre... (prefer), but Prabhupada was very, very much inclined to Srimati Radhika, in seva of (...), he was rupanuga, he wanted to fulfill the (mission of) Caitanya Mahaprabhu, this idea, that uh, you want to be the dasi of Rupa-manjari, so that we can serve Radha and Krsna, not Chandravali and others.

Vissudha Gauravani comment: Here Srila Gurudeva is speaking to disciples of A.C. Bhaktivedanta Swami Maharaja in Bombay on Srila Bhaktisiddanta Sarasvati Thakur's disappearnace day. It is widely known that he (BSST) is Nayana Manjari as told by Srila Bhaktisiddanta Sarasvati Thakur himself (see It Must Be - Who Told?). It is significat that Srila Gurudeva is explaining that some priya-narma sakhas are inclined to Srimati Radhika, and are pleased if Radkiha and Krsna meet. Then right after he is saying Prabhupada is rupanuga. We know that Srila Bhaktisiddanta Sarasvati Thakur is not a priya-narma sakha. Those priya-narma sakhas who are inclined to Srimati Radhika and are arraning the meeting of Radha and Krsna coordiante and take guidance from Rupa-manjari and other manjaris.

34:28 So this/his idea was to, to, to preach, not preached, but it is not preached, to inspire the devotees for this Radhika’s service. He told I could not do this, so I am unhappy, so you should all gather and come to the shade of any āśraya, of shelter, āśraya-tattva, who is āśraya-tattva, Guru is āśraya-tattva, so you should come in the shade of āśraya-tattva, and in āśraya-tattva (that is) living in one, you should serve Radha-Krsna yugala, in guidance of Rupa-manjari. This was his root motive, to give this (to the) world. He told that, for this, I have given so much suffering to so many persons because I have snatched their good boys, educated and so much qualified boys and girls, in this way, so they become so much furious to me. Also some samaja, society of Navadvipa and Vrindavan also, they made a movement against me. They did not follow my ideas, so then became opposite to me. But one day they will come when they will realize I have done good for society, good for personal, and for all I have done, and they will repent for (to) me, that they have made against me, so you should serve Radha and Krsna conjugal in the shelter of āśraya-tattva guru --- tattva. Don't quarrel, you should not only think that we will be happy in gathering all the things which are now not with me. There are so many lack of things, so many things that we are in lack of them. But worldly things will not make us happy, so the fruit of having the body of man (human form) is not to gather all these things and to complete all the zero things (useless endeavors).

38:20 We have also some kinds of rouge, disease, we have the ashanti (disturbance) of mind, understand? But leave them all.

38:39 You should make a final goal of your life. After this, where we will have to go and what we will have to do, and how our soul will be happy, (focus on this).

39:02 Don't go towards all these (material) things. One day this mundane body will go, and it will be old, poisoned by so many rougues (diseases) but yet at that time if you give it to Krsna for his service, the life of success will you will gain, by giving this very bad, wretched body, also (now) if you donate to Krsna. So please try to follow my ideas. You should not burden yourself for all worldly gains, (and) things. Always keep in mind what I have told. And then he (Srila Prabhupada Bhaktisiddanta Sarasvati Thakur) left this world.

40:19 At that time our Guru maharaja was there, and Bhakti-vilas Tirtha Maharaja at that time he had not taken sannyasa. He was the supreme (math/sanga commander) of that time. He proposed that our Prabhupada should be given to fire (cremation) in Calcutta, in burning ghata of Bhag-bazzar, that is called ..., any ghat I am not remembering.

41:09 But our Gurudeva told that, "I will see, I request of you all, ... but our Guru maharaja opposed this (cremation) and proposed we will take our Prabhupada, this aprakrit body to Mayapur, and where he used to do his bhajan, and he will do his bhajan, yet he is alive. He will be in samadhi, that I have told you. His idea I have told you, he will be in samadhi there, and we will erect a samadhi-mandira there, and we will guide forever there, living there with his Prabhu, Caitanya Mahaprabhu.

42:07 When they again opposed, then he became fearless and told, "I am until (while I am) here, you cannot take him to

42:16 ..... (burning ghata) I will see who is doing this.”

And telling very abruptly, boldly, then he managed the train from Calcutta to Krsna Nagara. And about thousands and thousands of persons went with that aprakata saria (unmanifest spiritual body) to Mayapur in morning. At about 1st January 1937, (they took that aprakata body in evening( to Mayapur), and whole night kirtan
was going where the samadhi is. Our Guru maharaja and so many young boys dug that samadhi (structure). (Just as) How I did your Prabhupada here in Vrindavan, he managed the whole thing (samadhi festival) there. He gave sringara, all these things, and he was given to samadhi there, next day.

43:50 In no time he preached this thing, in whole India, he also sent Bon Maharaja and Tirtha Maharaja, to Western countries. But as he wanted, preaching was not so advanced. He also called to/for Bon Maharaja, from England, because he had done some..., anything. So he called and told that we have not gone to take anything from Western countries, this bhakti-bhava (their mood of love), we have no need to take it, so you should give, what I have told to you, bhakti practice as Caitanya Mahaprabhu has given.

45:06 Don't take their things as Vivekananda took, western eat, drink, and be merry. We should not do. So he became something apprehensive, and what? And then he sent Gosvami Maharaja, and after that he has ordered, before he has ordered for Swamaji to do. So Swamaji Maharaja has done miracles, and Prabhupada was so much please to know he has done this task.

Now you all are doing, completing his task. Today, he should be merciful to us all, to inspire suddha-bhakti so that we can do and also preach something. Gatividdha -

Devotee reading: One who knows our movements, so the Gopis are saying to Krsna, you know our movements, because you
are playing the flute so nicely capturing our hearts, and therefore we will move...

Gurudeva: and second?
(tape ends)